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Friday, January 31, 2014

Interesting Facebook Post by Me

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Well, I've lived in gambling areas: Jacksonville FL, always lived in Florida or the New Orleans are with my parents. I thought Las Vegas was an exciting place. I guess it is funny to say that you can get any culture in the U.S. nor anywhere for that matter if you had relatives that moved.. :| I consider myself a Southerner. I know the Floridian culture, seems to sit deeply with me. I have a great expanse of experience in the New Orleans area becoming an adult. I do have different culture from my parents and do not consider myself someone with being raised by New Orleanians. My dad traveled most of the country as an adult but not like California for instance nor New Orleans. The best I can say for him is the side near NYC in Pa. that I think moved to Cleveland. I visited Erie myself and really took to it, though that is not all where he is from. As for posting @ gambling, I mean it looks like fun. I dunno, I mean I am hanging pictures of Miami Beach|SE Fla. in my room, maybe should rethink how good a plan it was I had. I dunno, if I get into clowns and carnivals I can interpret New Orleans in my room, too, with pictures maybe I construct. I'm gonna have to see after I rearrange the room, but it's painted. I understand, though, liking fuzzy di.. =] It's just a symbol for a way of thinking. I think it's the symbol of a spunky mood of a certain area, often in the South or probably in old NYC. Same with leis of flowers. I have no clue how to do Mardi Gras nor New Orleans in here. It's all blue for Miami (Beach.)

LOL! This IS funny! Thanks for the response!!

Also

I am also whiter than some people, the way you've discluded me for respecting things that are not white.  Just forget it.

My Want

Why can't I just be who I want?

More Questions

Before Tim Burton you wouldn't do that to someone.  Maybe, Bella likes Chloe like that.  But I am from the South and am older.

Defiance

No one else does what Ellen does.

Desperate

That's Chloe Moretz.

2 Cultures

I still like what I get from my dad being from up North, which you currently are not jealous of from the way you behave....  I didn't say I was from Tennessee nor do I like that 1 state better than all the rest.

Some Things Funny

You think I can't say that because of the N word thing with Nell.  Nell rhymes with Hell.  Ellen can't get mad at me for not watching her show, too.. I want to but she believes Chloe is more Southern.  That's puttin' me down.  How will I get aroun' to her show?  I'm upset because she's trying to take away my chance with her show as a fan.  If I am born in the South I found you don't have the right to take away my freedom of speech on that issue. Older Adult Maturity Post: Just to watch literally a kid from the South "feel good."  Yea, older adult post, that's me.

Not Good Enough

What right do you have to pretend you care about your culture and I am not a good enough person?!

eee Bay

oooh pretty

Being Born in 1997-8

You have to also be good, like attractive.  It doesn't fall on your lap.

What About

light rich honey brown

Blonde Hair Dye fo' Mee!

dark golden blonde

or light honey blonde

Bad

To joke @ that a good person born in 1985 didn't keep away from being treated as well as someone born around 1991.

Concerned

@ the precious people born in 1997 and 1998.  Did they have a good ^private^ life?  I don't see any signs.  Debate on if I'd care or if I did.  I remember the kids born around 1992 as 15-year-olds, then another similar type of wave 1997-8 now.

Before

Mine was like a honey blonde, the lightest 1.  It does come off a bit yellow.  That's why I shaved it off.

Hair

I guess I'm lightest golden brown or darkest blonde.

Contacts, blue or blue-green, which look blue and nice, so.  The blue is not baby blue.

Still Painting

Will finish that tonight.  Maybe put my room back together tomorrow.  I have cleaning, too.  I wanna bag some books and DVDs I don't use to make it clenaer.  I do have drawers of things that's hopeless.  I'll try to file my papers but see I need a bigger filer probably.  Laundry @, too.

Dream

I had an impersonal dream with things like space and Richard and Karen Carpenter, like they did it this time, like maybe Karen had passed away.

What to Think @

Sarah should focus on what's really important- S. Brightman when going into space!  Sure little things must come up from the recent past, but I know or sure this is also her lifelong dream and lots of famous people are doin' it!!

Likeable or Unlikeable?

Why do people like famous people?
New Video of Me Singing
Good Mo'ning People

Cute

Isn't Sarah Brightman?

Something to Know

My driver home was like driving weird and I lifted up frustrated and he had something against me.  I recorded my singing and it wasn't the same with something, something happened I mean.

Thursday, January 30, 2014

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Wednesday, January 29, 2014

Oscars

I just watched a nice video of Ellen to host the Oscars.

I was wondering.

I might seem awkard to some people.. if it weren't for the messups with the fame of Johnny Depp and Tim Burton.. but I AM NOT AN AWKWARD PERSON.  I'm gittin' outta this hole'a'shit..
"The Mad Blog - Anything Goes"
Nitey Soon

New Dressewear

Did you ever consider how I abhor those new coats with petite waists but like myself?

Ah lawst mah dreams

in new orleans

Finding the Right People????

Since Tim Burton, people have beaten me down so as I'm not as attractive, and now you want all the attractive people regardless of your relationship to people like this.

New Video

Me Singing

Video of Me Singing!!

7/10

TV Schedule

I should be finished painting Friday and may catch up then.

So, then, after that, I'll ge the bedding and decorations maybe bedding this weekend decorations next weekend.

Color to Dye My Hair in Like 2-3 Months

(Rich) Cherry or (Very) Light Gold

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New Photo

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Missed Post

Nitey!

Dream

I was in a small plane waving by to the Carpenters and a special bye to Richard cuz he wouldn't die.  They were going to war..

Comment

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I used to be more expressive. I'm listening to you sing now, and you sound like Celine Dion quality. Bravo! I'm still learning, fun eh? That song sounds almost country-like. Why don't you sing something by the Carpenters??

Excuse

Adults like to pretend I'm bad so they don't give me any attention.
Big Blog post
Big Blog

Check out..

..the new Facebook cover I have.

I believe..

..my old friends are bad people because when I felt bad and crazed from being stuck in the world my friends unfriended me and didn't actually say to stop e-mailing them, 1 did in a way or after awhile.  I shouldn't have to think of them now.

Tuesday, January 28, 2014

Lately

I don't get upset when someone kids, but they insist and I feel a little irritated and eventually I am mad.

PSA

People in 2002 got really mad if you even showed a happy family on TV much less complain about them complaining in private.

Sorry to be the messenger, but I'm also in a certain situation.

Facebook Post

Yay!  I see there you have shots @ Disneyland?  I've never been.  I did go on the merry-go-round, teacups, and Dumbo.  Teacups don't do a thing to me.  I guess something that might be shareworthy is when I went on the Dumbo ride not only was I screaming but my lever wouldn't work after I cranked it up at the start.  I've been on the Harry Potter ride and I screamed the whole time.  It probably bothered people, but at the same time for some reason they actually thought I'd be scared when for me that was actually out of the question..  My brother too I think was worried of "what" I would do on the supposedly scary ride..

You know, I also recorded things at Disney such as my singing in the Haunted Mansion and that I didn't scream on other rides.  When they've fixed Splash Mountain, I wonder if I will scream again!  I don't go on Tower of Terror but wanted to.

Spoilers: http://goo.gl/girV8s

My favorite part unfortunately about Disney World that I've known now is the Main Street Electrical Parade.  I see it's been taken down from Disneyland.  Am I right?  I dunno.  I waited for over 2 hours at the entrance last time.

It seems like we look the same!  Anyone else think so?

*huh huh huh huh huh* *leans over*

Well, as for the postman aspect, I guess the reason I did e-mail was because I liked writing to my friend, her idea, when we lived near.. she won't speak to me now.  Anyway.. I was always hung up about not recieving so much e-mail and no IM-ing.  Now, I'm mostly a blogger but still a forum board poster.

Thank you so much for posting this wonderful video!

Worries

I was like ah have I gone blinde!  I slept in my contacts.

I couldn't get up and move around.  At 1st, it was more by choice.  I wanted eating with my mom.  It was so weird, my body was like I dunno wrapped in shells almost in the manner of a cocoon?  It was pieced together like still malleable drying iron machinery.  It was like cracky.  I was put together maybe like a computer.  I felt if I got up as though I would feel a funny feeling of discombobulation.

So, it was weird.  I was very upset.  My mom would not stop bugging me, and I used to not even wanna come out to see the doctor!  I felt almost forced to leave after throwing my laptop, which was breaking though it got better but then turned off.  I was bugged all through the group, made a joke of.  Someone made my nose too slick and I supposedly can get it back!  That guy behind me!  It feels Ellen is just telling them right and left to hurt me in some way each time.  I know I was so good the 1st time at a group.  These groups are not as good as I imagine.  What else?  I was bothered other ways.  I'm also made to feel I deserve nothing but hurt coming up.  So.

Also, I was looking up and out, it was so weird.  My eyes and my body.  In there I also scuffed a bump in my boots.  I had to scrench things rather than hit things and say a word I didn't like more than once.

Was I bad?

I couldn't stand the little things people said and did to me!

I mean, what was the worst, they acted like it was all over and who knows what they'd do.  My mom hurt my head a little in the car, so I was upset.  Then, she just prodded me more.  I should have gotten over it, but my mom was watching, I know.  It confused me altogether.  Why accept it?  Maybe, it wasn't that bad, though.  I went in, furthermore, and this lady wouldn't say hi to me just my mom.  I went in and was bothered, away from my mom but with that girl in.  You know how much it frustrates me?..  Ugh!  What else??  :/

Dream

I was feeling so bad and didn't get up thinking it'd injure me from being so fed up.

My dream was kooky.  I remember looking for something carnivalish in a sewer from Batman..  In the end I was looking to see a video, saw a picture.  I don't remember what it was about!  Just that that was its nature.  I was also trying to remember something.  It seemed a bit dangerous, like someone would hurt me and I had to be on the lookout, like a sewer hound.  I saw a show on monsters recently.

You all are sinners.

I don't need to turn to anyone and yes need not my parents who are m.. me.

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A Flavorite Story

There was a girl named Christina with bouncing smooth, silky, thick cherry, red hair.  Her eyes were pure blue with crystals about like hands on a clock.  She was from Sunshine, Florida.  She was up in New York at this time.  She was all bouncy, year was 1900.  She had on a green dress and pale green bonnet and stared into the clear open.  "Judie," she said in her "rich" voice.  "Dear!"  She was 3 years younger and followed behind out in the wide opened.

Just as they went a bit further, a man in yeller came.  "Gals! Wait up!"  He as like a knight in shining errmor (armor.)  Then interrupted a more mature lady, "Hello!!"  "Hello!!"  Heavy clouds came over.  "Girls!" said the gentleman. "You have a place to go?"  "No!" said Chris..  So, the fair maiden took her arm and pulled her in naturally by the waist.  The man picked up the little girl.  They went over to a carriage at long last and rode off into the sunset, storm clouds behind.

Story

There was a father of 10 children named Richard Carpenter with his lovely wife, Mary Carpenter.

There was another family with the mom named Ellen DeGeneres and the dad named Syracuse Ny. She had 3 beautiful children.

There were many other families with children and many single people, as well, without any family..

A little girl named Diana Quinn sat on the lap of her father and he patted her back as she almost choked on her food some.  "Ugh!" wittered Christina.  I have ta eat this frik kin food to get energy but I always choke and have problems peeing in public!

Julie Gardener burped some of her lovely pizza, like a little baby would burp!  Christina eyed her, "Nice day we've been having, eh?"  "Picnic!"  "What's that?"  "It's been a picnic."  "Oh, yea."

New Video

New Video of Me Singing

6/10 - Top of the World

Monday, January 27, 2014

Wanna know something funny, anyone??

I got a doctor set at age 3 but had a Hollywood Minnie towel.. it just got a hole in the past year.

Hey

Ellen I told you.  I'm considered shit because I'm from where you're from, the area or area around.  All these fancy schmancy folks dressed up and spunked.  Professionals in what they do as adults.  Orla Fallon the Irish singer.. and so on and so forth.  :|

Proof of a Problem

I wouldn't deal with the made-up insults if it weren't for the issue involving Nell Burton or her mom|parents or whoever.

You all were just

really mean to me.  I'm told I'm shit for race and where I've lived.

:| I have a situation.

Now, people have already ^wondered^ if Orla Fallon is better than me like I'm just shit and that she's like a ***y but "youthful" and even in some positive typical way childlike.

They wonder if this that and the other wants to dream of being in a movie.

What about me!  Leave me alone!!

Mistake

The mistake Ellen made was not thinking I was as good as her.  You don't go and see just me naked.  You see me how I am online.  Ellen thinks she's juicy from "what she did" as a kid.

She's ready for the world, and I am not really against her.

She brings up unsolved suggestions as though they are solved, such as this issue as closed.  Fine, make me 2nd tier!  It's not my fault nor my wish!

What's it to ya?

I already wanted to go to ballet to get in shape but could hardly keep up but was not bored.

I thought I should post my feelings about something..

..1 of the women who lead the support group kept getting up and leaving and doing something like she was the ***y young mother and the best there.  I know the older lady got really upset.

I have something else.  If you think I'm good enough now you won't later.

What is your thing with me?  I forget now what else I was gonna say.

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So, this girl stooped so low as to talk to me?

http://alexisar.blogspot.com/2014/01/a-guest-in-my-home-away-from-home.html

I did say that I wanted to play with her and that I knew she'd rather play with someone famous like Richard Carpenter or I mentioned Celine Dion.  Certainly beats Yo Yo Ma as the only 1.

She thinks now I can't play with anyone famous because I dropped out of the role and said she'd want some adult.  Well, I'm some young adult, as she is kind of in my generation..  Anyway, the reason she wouldn't want to play with me is because I'm not an adult figure and I have problems that should not be.. like Tim Burton though I like him a whole lot.  He just influenced things in a bad way or in a good way and people took it their own way.  He does go along with this sometime, but what can you expect?  Also, I know Helena Bonham Carter has bad messages, too, "got them out of the way."  They still exist today actively.  She knows that.  She is nice now, but these things should not really have ever come about.

I feel I didn't fully comment, but it's nice just to know you mentioned it.  These girls are so sarcastic.  They are like bashful about their parents.  Well, I'm not so young that I do that.  Not at all.

Problems

I decided to ignore everyone @ the experiment, but they think they got 1 on me.  I do have thoughts against this.  Also, I thought they stopped and were nice now.

Titanic

"Jack, I love you!"  She grabs his hand and holds him up.  Her hat flies away leaving her sparkling blonde hair flowing in the wind.  Her green eyes look at him in a cross at the situation.  He doesn't expect to live.  "Rose, I love you!"  He tried to get back up on the boat but was pulled down to swim beside the lifeboat.  They get away, and he is in critical condition.  He is sick and stays home a lot.  Rose is a teacher and politian now with her Bachelor's in an Honors side and in Philosophy.  He hears her heals marching in, "Oh, I'm fine," he says.  She checks his temperature and goes on to prepare food.

More Naughty Stories

A little girl had a mother and father and close friends her age and knew other people, as well.  When the town went on a big caravan, the little girl had to be picked up in the story.  She had started to cry in the middle of a break.  "Mommy," she said blindly, "When will we arrive?"  There were some older girls adventuring in the creek spearing flopping fish.  1 was named Christina, and she had smooth wavy red hair.  Her blue eyes sparkled in the distance, almost childlike.

2 Sides

There was a guy named Romeo DiCaprio and a lady named Ellen DeGeneres.  A girl named Christiana's eyes bulged out in awesome hypnosis for what she saw laid before.

Joanna said to Mr. Rick, "How long until the Spanish Armada arrive?"  Jackie said, "Yea, how long!!"  He picked up Jacqueline.  Now now you 2!  Joanna left and found some older girls while the girls her age stayed somewhere else.  Joanna paced on the side of the bay.  She would never fall in.  She jumped down into the fort and there were some teenage boys in the distance.

The Real Miss Tarzan of the Apes

There was a Tarzan named Richard Lynn Carpenter.  His wife Jane's name was Karen Anne Carpenter.  They had a baby boy together and lived peacefully in the jungle.  They had a 2nd boy.

1 day 1 boy went off and got eaten by a snake, swallowed whole, suffucated to death.  Jane said, "Tarzan, we must leave now."

There was a bearer of news named Christina Reading Chang.  She gave a testimony like a witch in a transe of what was to come.  They met a nice little girl named Chloe Moretz who said, "Whoops," looked, "I gotta go.."  And then she made the Tarzan call, "AA AAA AAA!"  A lovely lily lady with a pot of water said, "Hi, I'm Jackie Evancho, may you be blessed by many spirits," and she evaporated up into nothing.

Jane ran home with the other boy, while Richard stayed, confused.  Jane was the most beautiful lady, long and slender but not strong.

A fully loaded girl climbed outta the water and said "Me wan' me wan'.."  The zombie came toward him and a smile broke out- "Ah," said he.  He ran away and up a tree.

Finally, this Tarzan found a place where swam black people and then descended some white people who he found lived in a noble town, but they had to fend for themselves to live.  1 was awesome mostly in white with a hat bonnet with yellow flowers on it.  He was hypnotized and fell inlove with the young widow.

Picture

Ellen as a kid in diapers?

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Reminder

Orla Fallon reminds me of Zoey Deschanel.  Both have French last names, like Ellen.

I have sinned!

I look at Miami and think of home!

Also, no one cares what I did that was nice from Fort Lauderdale, me in particular is all.  A place where people can be nice I mean like.  My past is erased!

I'm thinking of..

..getting a ferret.

What is your undying opinion of-

-girls from New Orleans who are black who are attractive and cute as opposed to girls who look white or European but from a suburb there?

Sunday, January 26, 2014

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Problem

I'd love to get together with other singers and musicians..  I mean I'm not ready to give a show.  I have too much of personal problems.

Music

I found an agency for when I am ready to perform around and have the papers to record.  I hope to do this with my dad this week.

New Videos

New Videos of Me Singing

1 - 6/10 - Rainy Days and Mondays
2 - 6/10 - Top of the World
3 - 1/10 - Let It Go - Disney's "Frozen"
4 - 6.5/10 - Angel of Musi
5 - 7/10 - Golden Afternoon
6 - 8.5/10 - Be Happy

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Here's the story.

Well, I get judged for bad words coming to my head.. people are punishing me like how would you like that like those supposedly bad kids.  I forget the rest.  You did something so that I notice that stuff.  I did hear people curse a lot in the New Orleans area.  That's the only reason why.  That's why I won't contend to any self-beating with that.

Question

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(A Canadian asking if Richard could have saved Karen.)

I don't know what he could have done.

Well, Pleasing News to Hear!!

The Stewie Song by Tracy Carpenter!!! - YouTube

www.youtube.com/watch?v=KcrXlPQq2y4
Jul 14, 2010 - Uploaded by Rob Melchiorre
Carpenters: Gold: Greatest Hits (Full Album + Bonus Track)by ... Little Altar Boy - Richard Carpenter and Mindi ...

Mind if I ask..

..why the Carpenters make their daughters not all like Traci??

Well

That girl knoti seems like she's more of a Carpenter type, but I actually did music, the way her parents did.

I know how to do this and of whom I am talking.

What if I am the best of who is not related to Richard Carpenter?

Already Questions

I guess they are wondering @ how good their dad is.  They think Karen is better.  They seem to have an easy life but have to learn how to be a person and think like everyone, maybe have it too easy.  I sometimes don't want my dad to touch me I know, so he kinda doesn't, at all, now.  We still interact a lot, but we have ***ual interests in others.  I did say I was safe and asexual and poly***ual or polya***ual.  It means I don't engage in ***.

Having a Best

Well, it depends.  I'd say that a 15-year-old Olympic ice skater is #1 in 1 way.  But she's not #1 in all ways.

Well

It has to be admitted Richard Carpenter is a private man and in an uptight situation that his daughters and son have to be the best.  *no offense, again*

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Well, being gay seems to mean having parasexuality (from paraphilia http://dictionary.reference.com/browse/paraphilia?s=t.)  There is nothing wrong with his family, but he seems to obsess over things in a different way considering all the Asians he's ever done for -and his love for children?  He probably just pretends to have strange obsessions over what young people think.  He seems perfectly normal to me and successful in his friendliness.  You can tell I am just jealous of his kids, but I think that's what most people are.  However, I never had strange obsessions as outlandish as wanting to marry Johnny Depp.  Some people have families and maybe only certain kinds of people they can be close to.  I feel in trouble for recently liking my female teacher and wanting to know her personally.  It seems sometimes the attractive 1s are bad but not always..  I just wanna get it out there I care and hope to help teach people to be famous if they want and succeed in pleasing people with their singing, like so they can meet Richard Carpenter assuming he needs something to do.  Myself I admit I do follow him online and would meet him had I a chance.  I mean, with most famous people, their Twitters may be busy but sometimes you can be found out on Facebook, for example or whatever.  If more people posted, maybe they'd go online more.  Guess it'd have to show intelligent thought for some reason that seemed important.  Not just 1 "Richard I <3 you."  More like, I did such and such in music and feel such and such a way.  I feel I will be doing such and such and such and such says or thinks such and such.  You could even talk about music, or acting, itself!

Thank you so much for this post.  I think that people like Johnny Depp, possibly even Tim Burton, or Richard Carpenter would say they are gay or try to get away from the world sexually, like Johnny Depp with Amber Heard.  It wouldn't really help them because they could just say they were pretending because it would be weird to say.  If he didn't have a family, I still doubt he'd be gay..  How can a person feel that they are better than everyone, thinking in general!, that they don't need to make exchanges and make friends as life goes on, being open to people?  My only advice is that you should do things you like best as soon as possible or admit you want something more for yourself to "feel good."  That's perfectly fine with me, but I wanna find out how people meet these people.

My sincere regards for your post and thank you so much for your posting and letting me comment.

Wuzzup

"Ghost Adventures"

Update

I added a people section to my website and added the person I just commented on.

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Well, thank you so much for doing such an interesting post. I hope my comments find you pleased with them.  Renee Fleming must have become very popular.  I do follow her all the time, my dad introduced me to her.  I assume you follow her, too.  If I had to order the people on your list, I might say Ellen is the best, but if I had to list them in order of which I think they meet my own caliber, I'd say (1) Richard Carpenter (2) Renee Fleming (3) Ellen DeGeneres (4) Karen Carpenter (5) Johnny Depp (6) Mindi Carpenter.

Do any of you find Mindi to be clingy in that picture? and personality-wise with her prestigious family??

Midni's father seems saintly and martyrlike even like Karen.  He should do more for himself and his family and friends..

Well, Johnny Depp was Sweeney Todd and everybody wants him.  Sarah Brightman is pretty popular among nice people I found.

Ellen is there for the kids, I think, like high schoolers and before us.  She has a good voice and probably believes she equates over other singers.

I don't know what Mindi does.  She might have beginner's luck + hard work.  I do not know if she sings the way she dreams, maybe does what her father talks to her about.

I just realized that Richard Carpenter is being attacked with people wanting to meet him and sing like Karen.  He has so far let other races and his daughter sing the songs.  Most famous people do not do this, so that is why.  I am not sure why his daughter Mindi only did this and that his kids are not on Twitter, where famous people post.  All I can say is if no other famous people neither do nothing nothing will happen.  If you are a pianist, you'd do well doing that with other people.  I imagine violin is also fun and you must be very good.  I'm working on some things now.  If you have any ideas and want to do something with me let me know, but I'm in Orlando.  I'm only a keyboard instrumentalist and some sort of singer.  I'm advanced musically and mature but was told to go on a sabbatical for a long long time.  I could send you me playing after I learn something, and you could play along with me and post it online.  I'd love to hear you sing.  Right now, though, I'm learning the Frozen theme on the piano.  I'm not sure if in a few weeks when I have more money will I attempt to play the Carpenters music.  It would be fun to sing that with you.  I can karaoke me singing and you can sing over it.  These are just suggestions.  I imagine it's a worthless idea and think it would be fun if the famous adult musicians would participate with younger prodigees.  They act like we are so worthless or whatever..  I always wanted to be a singer, since I was like 5..and I wanted to be in a singing ensemble.  I don't have any money and didn't make it on something like "The Voice."  I wish we could just get together and record.  I easily found the papers to get the permission to sell.  I do wanna be a movie actress and if I were I'd have money to fly over to like where you live and meet up and play together.  Normal people like us need help from agencies.  I did find 1 before but was not ready and no didn't have any partners.  I so want to sing with other people where we do like harmonies and solos for everyone.  It would be easy to arrange music like this.  I started piano at 9 so it's a bit hard for me.  I can play chords easily, however.  I see you are a young prodigy, though, so perhaps you could showcase your talents or maybe already do.

I hope my reply was interesting and that you liked it lengthwise.  You have a nice post.  I bet you are great at microbiology.  I didn't study English in college so much, just write for fun like blogging and short cute stories sometimes, too.

What I was saying about getting together was an example of how to make something happen, but I know you'd prefer someone more famous or simply to be coordinated with an adult figure such as even Celine Dion or Richard Carpenter himself.  I used to dream of meeting Celine Dion, since it's appropriate, but it was a big no, like no way to do it.  I think things like this are a sin.  Imagine the world today if famous people got together with new real talents.  They certainly got a lot of support.  I knew a lot about Celine Dion and being a piano prodigy.  It's very exciting.  There's no "way."  Actually, with opera, I was inspired to keep it up because of Renee.  I got interested in Karen cuz I liked her and then found her brother, who I also respect.  Singing seems to be a big thing.  It's something for people with a personality similar to like Ellen.  You get together and do some singing, like favorite folk songs of sorts.  You should become more well-known and get around.  When I'm ready for something big, I'd like to sing at public events.  Right now, I'm still resting, painting and setting up my room, the garage.  Hopefully, I'll figure out more about my life as this comes along this next week or 2.  I'm watching TV now, but there's something special about .. like how no one like Tim Burton though he knows his kids will know us.  I wanna see something happen and want my turn someday.  As for Richard Carpenter, I think he should have gotten together with other musicians and do not know why he does not.  I already said I wanted to work with some other people.  I probably will be in a big private school church choir this coming weekend.  It is a small group, though, like 3 singers.  I hate how they disclude some church musicians on a whim for no known reason when it technically counts.  I know it helps with classical opera.  It depends on your voice, too, like are you hoarse or especially sweet and touched?  I think life is short and too many things don't matter.  I don't know what else to say, think I've made a point almost, so.  I'll just say I know you all think I'm actively upset with Richard.  He seems to think it's a tacky fantasy our dreams of the obvious.  I just am upset it seems he's gotten old and hasn't been able to get anyone together.  I have no idea why he thinks there's a problem that the whole world wants to sing with him.  I have not heard enough of him to believe that.  I hope it's just that he can't find the right kind of people cuz I know I can't, but I found you all.  I think we should keep tabs about Richard Carpenter because he is so cute like his sister and about the fact that he needs to socialize himself with other musicians.  I do wanna be a sorta director|educator of music.  Too old for college again maybe like that.  I can learn on my own.  I wish I could help him with that.  I wanna send him a note on how to get to sing in those groups he gets together.  He seems to want it random and not an American nor European.  Maybe, someday, he will be more active.  That's what concerns me.

So, I hope you liked my post, sorry it seems a bit disarranged and long.  I only mean well.  =]

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Hey, you're looking up Richard, too? I see we both found the same blog post. =] I'm still waiting for your next reply you promised, but you don't have to really.


I think Ellen keeps at things whereas other people totally don't seem to do anything like it. I know Depp does, too, but lots of people are jealous of him.


LOL that's good and Johnny Depp, too. 

Saturday, January 25, 2014

Question

Is Lily Rose like her dad as far as wanting to please others?

Happy

Why is Lily Rose and Nell Burton the new me?  I used to have the same opportunities as they have.  I was treated something like that in life.

I'll argue I do get attention but mad attention often.

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My 3 Tasks as a Human

1-Pianist
2-Singer
3-Ballerina
Forum

When..

..people get upset at me for spamming my friends, like e-mailing them things as I go that I want to say to them a while past.. like there's 1 friend a little older andother a little younger, both in my class.  Why just pick from people I know to give attention??  I already said that Ellen seems to think everything is for Portia.  I think people live with a real hope to meet her or see lots of people be able to do that..

The reason it hurts my feelings iz cus I feel bad @ it.  I felt trapped with nothing to do, no forum to post on and forgot I could get a blog.

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I figured something out @..

Ellen.  She thinks I'm an animal cuz I'm Chinese cuz I can't do anything she thinks, like the way she's discriminating @ people w|o parents from the South.  Like, I want to talk to someone else from the South.  She says my reaction to her saying no is like being an animal because I'm Chinese.  She is sick, so be nice.

New Videos

Me Singing

2014/01/25
1 - 1/10 - Let It Go - Elsa from Disney's "Frozen"
2 - 2/10 - Both Sides Now
3 - 6.5/10 - Golden Afternoon - Disney's "Alice in Wonderland"
4 - 3/10 - Be Happy

Friday, January 24, 2014

Hey, Dad

Can you get me in a live action of "Frozen???"

Me Thinks

Richard Carpenter is jealous of me dad.  Why?..  He does things other than just music, but he also does music.  That would apply to most people.  I did music more than most people in college my 1st year.  I kept getting kicked out..

Measurements

01-24-2014155.0 pounds31"5'2"

New Videos

Me Singing

2014/01/24
1 - 2:14-2:25 - 6/10 - Top of the World
2 - 5.5/10 - Angel of Music

Nitey

Must Sleep Soon

Shopping

dice

lei

Please

Don't make a scene of me!

Wasn't What

It wasn't what to deny a person of their home heritage.

I D UH

I came up with an idea for my room.  I'm painting it greenish blue.  I will hang up things around it, like dice, get a zebra comforter.

Where I Should Be

I think Ellen thinks I should only do school.  While everyone else luvs.

Problem

I am not living to offer my talents to sinners.

I'm sorry but

I feel that Burton was a blast and it disrupted people's attention span.

What I Feel

I feel that these people have all gone like berserk.  I'm talking now, I can keep a containment of organized thought.

I'd like to get this over with as soon as possible.

Burton, I ain't no scardy cat.

FREEKING MOTHER OF GOD

NO ONE IS THERE FOR ME AND I CAN'T HELP ANYONE.. did Ellen want to publicize something of someone btw? she's sick.. I don't think she'd do it, but I'm afraid she's possibly done things of a related nature

My Housing

No, we did not live in nice houses.  Of course, we weren't too dirty but couldn't always have pets..  So.  You can't say oh you didn't have a decorated life.  That was my parents.  We lived in apartments, too.  I always thought that seemed like a good idea..  I wanted a huge house with stairwells.  Most kids did then, I think.  I mean instead of 2 stories 3!  I had my little adventures.  You can't picture me in a rich southern mansion..  That's all the bloody hell you're looking fer!  I could not find clothes I wanted, like a yaller and orange dress.  And money!

Wonder

Was my cousin's life made to be more glamorous?  Maybe, her dad, though nice, has violent reactions, reminds me of Richard Carpenter but not in that way actually.

Um- right now my eye feels like if I don't temper it could have a heart attack.  It's things like this that make me upset for how people deal the cards of what I've done in life, like accidentally sounded mad cuz I was still upset and feel m..  Oh, I used to feel this.  I just watched some politics, which is the nice northeast..  Did you pick up on everything from each area????

My cousin's mom is my aunt, and maybe they are mean to my cousin because she was mean to me, and maybe my dad isn't like the ugly brother compared to her.  I think he's very attractive, but he's changed so much at different times it seems to me or maybe 1 major change to note.

Okay, now that eye is blurring.

So.. they care about the aunt.  My cousin just seems to have ruined vacation for me.

I'm looking for love and not getting any.  I was asking @ calling my Gramma, too.  AH!!  What did I do?  Why is my mom so nasty @ me thinking I'm not attractive cuz she ^knows^ my dad?  That's a sin.  Just because of that n word thing you get away with harming me.

They really care @ my aunt.  I know for a fact @ this, what about the fact she is related to her mom?  It sounds like something I don't know about doing to be right.  I just am a person who's done right things and have a personality type.  This is how the world used to be.

Ancestors

I have attractive relatives on different sides.  Isn't it passed onto me to unravel cuz that's who I'm related to?

I think..

..they whoever they is.. believed that like things like the school is a living thing, community theater .. is a living thing .. well, we never said to make your hair dark and get piercings and move somewhere you don't really like at all

Girl in PLay

So, she was Dorothy but then she went off to NOCCA|Riverfront..

Now, she's in Tennessee.  Nashvilee fits her, but what about the real Saint Louis?

She would not talk to me.. I think her hair also got darker..

Another boy changed, too, looks older, was at our high school 1 year when his friend died.

I never wanted that for them, they deserve something but so would technically I someday, though that's not really that important in this position.

Problems Add Up..

..Do you wanna shudder @ living in Fort Lauderdale area since you were little and when you've never lived there again ) ) )

Messed Up

My rowdy self-indulged in a good way cousin has lived in the family area of Florida all but 1 year of her life and when going off.  It is by Miami..  You can visit the beach.

So, my family is also messed up..

Clammy

So, I've withdrawn like a clam and love livin' in O-Town~

LIKE "OMYGOD"..

I like the little boy from Pirates of the Caribbean from California.  I like the big men I saw with Burton who must eat lots of tacos and talk a lot..  I love that little girl they put in "The Brady Bunch }:]"

Otherwise, I've grown to hate California cuz all the adults I look up to from there are like ^and the club goes bump goes bump^ - probob is I also have beachy heritage in my lifetime but not claimed 1st, more like a visitin' lyfe!

Born and Bred in the Sout'

Naow, naow.

Tim Burton and Richard Carpenter mirror images..  What is so amazing about the fact that you see that you check your Facebook?  I bet lots of beady-eyed celebs actually do this..  I'm just saying it clicks with me as something private.  Ah'm bred in their crops.

Oh, and no offense- *doors close!* my orders!

Thursday, January 23, 2014

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Morning

Too Old

Ellen is to old to administer *** to me-  =}

Just Watched a Show

Campus Police Department, 1 in Indiana PA, looks just like Dad!

Wednesday, January 22, 2014

Up Still

I listened to Richard Carpenter's interview again.  He seems like a nice man.  I didn't get all of what was said, which gets me in trouble, but it was a pleasant listen..

I ~ want ~ more!

It would be nice to have more to listen to like of Mindi Carpenter..
TV Forum

Watcha Know??

Do you know @ being taken care of cuz of havin a young mom?  I was in bed and got up..

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TV

I just watched "The Ellen DeGeneres Show."  Lonnie Love?  She was so cool!  The lady who was older but looked young was so radical.  The 1 who dressed from the 1980s was cool.  The football player was sweet.  The group who all did different things but performed for Ellen was good.

Singing

It's really hard.  If you are healthy, it's not.

Stereotypes

In judging how attractive I can, how much of a risk would you tell an Asian to take in being good with actual experience already in actively loving and tendering kids?  I did say last night something with the word k*** which was on the no-no list.... and I said well people like such and such are shit and decided to get that outta the way or something like that.  That's called shit, though.  Don't mean it against the people who all did that, have nothing waiting at the end for you, no good news....
155.8 lbs
31" waist

Problems in My Social Life

I've turned to a life fighting crime.  The Ft. Lauderdale Police said "don't shoot your gun in the sky" on New Year's.  I don't believe in encouraging racial complementing people against others racially....  They think I'm black!  I look white!  Those other kids aren't even as advanced looking as me.  They are only cute cuz people are nice to them and never or not me..

And Another Thing

While Ellen sits in the middle of her flocks of sheep, what right do you have to surpass someone like me to her if you were just juggling to see if I was equal to a 55 or whatever year old?

*sniff sniff*

So, who ruined the 2000s and 2010s?

My New Thing

People need to recognize how good I am as a white person racially.

Kicking Out

So, are we just kicking out girls born in the mid-late 1980s with older moms?

Wow

"Call Me" is from 1980.

Problem

Older people act like kids should be as developed as they are.. they are mimicy about it, like kids from the 1990s.

They're just being aroused about their "type" of generation of kids, but I'm in it, too.

Why are things less modern?

Listen to "Call Me" by Blondie - https://itunes.apple.com/us/album/call-me-2002-remaster/id723845843?i=723845927

Mixed Race

Remember that feeling of coziness kids had of the 1990s?  What happened!  Remember all those 15-year-olds on here around 2008?

Nitey

Going to bed soon unfortunately, maybe listen to music but need sleep..

TV

I just watched "The Ellen DeGeneres Show."  There was a nice girl with medium blondish brown hair and highlights from a TV show since she was 16.  So, that's 21 years.  The 1st guy is really cute, gonna do a talk show, excited it'll be every day.

Tuesday, January 21, 2014

Dream

I had a CD and there was a big rink, silvery, and I was going around the rink saying how I'd buy it.  I said something @ mine, like along the lines of selling just 1.  Then, I woke up.

New Video

1 - nice movement for me to watch - 6/10 - Top of the World

Alike Singers

Does Adele remind you of Lady GaGa and Christina Aguilera??

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Posts

Did you ever notice people just nag at you to get you to say something they're going to make fun of?

So

You can't do something back to someone cuz they will do it back again.

Do you wanna talk @ something?

My brother can't say he's more European than me and get away with it.

I know..

..You wanna get rid of all the Americans.

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Rule Numero Uno

If you're gay does that mean you get to be annoying-

Where I Chose to Live

I'm 1 to go back.

Question Numero Uno?

Is California gay?  I'm listening it so happened to Charlie and the Chocolate Factory.  You're like, "Oh that is so fabb."  Well I'm gay too, I'm polyasexual.

And, yea, even your girls.

Does anyone happen to also know I just so thought why he chose to live there and raise a family??  I mean Richard Carpenter.

What a j0ke!  No offense though.  Ginny has a mom from there and a dad from Pennsylvania-it's Pittsburgh!

..And Tim Burton might be Canadian

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