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Sunday, February 2, 2014
Staying European
Don't let black people make you less European to people in Europe, don't die for people born in 1960!
Feeling-less
People think that things in life are important, and it's true you think you have no feelings.
All the Time?
Several things bothered me. Exactly how fun is it to say ooh Christina someone thought of something you didn't think of anything like it, you just used their basic good idea. Ev ery time!
No Chances
I'm me. I can't listen to anyone else. You'll just say to do something stupid 1 day, I know for sure.
Like, you said something and I stopped thinking.
Like, you said something and I stopped thinking.
Taking Sides
What do you think of how Ellen thinks she's innocent, smiles defiantly like we're shit .. and thinks that grandparents are the only thing that are worth it and not young people? That's like killing a baby. "Bye bye to my grandson?"
Stuck-Ups From New Orleans
People with New Orleanian heritage think they are the only perfect 1s. Like, they were more modern before us supposedly and anything we do they don't like.
Firefighters!
The people here want me to like stop thinking how I do.. like you know what I do that's none of their business, I think my life in private in a way.
Anyone Know?
Anyone know what's going on? I hear tantrum-like poundings.. not sure it was the laundry machines. Like a aluminum pan.
Pretend Ghosts
The garage door to my memory has never creeked. The washing and drying was on. When I did something with a graveyard online something metal in my room, which my dad and I just painted, fell. It's still very messy, but I cleaned lots of it. My dad just took out the ladder today.
Saturday, February 1, 2014
Problem
It seems that if her fans are happy, Ellen is happy. I'm not watching cuz I'm cleaning my room and don't have the TV even set up in here.. I don't believe I should necessarily watch in the living room.
Also, these noises in my room are racistly glossing over my saying that they were annoying before..
Well, I mean, yea, Ellen, but I gotta do mah room! It's fun when you know she's read you online. I haven't found others who seek her out, like leave a trail to an attractive blog like me. I know some people she would like. I'm not baiting myself, just saying it's available and you don't even have to do anything with anyone!
In saying something like that, I might not be perfectly a worshipper, but you'd see through the problems for some reason. I'm always obsessed over things like Tim Burton talking too much to his "girlfriend" and I guess sometimes his kids.. :/ Oops, I meant random strangers who are just lucky- and not me. I see the kids putting out their hands in L.A. I think. What I meant by his gf I didn't really mean it but realized that's what he did. She really is critical of him.. I think his gf like Richard Carpenter mocks fans.. my dad just came in and seemed upset that I posted or attempted to talk to Richard via his facebook fan group. Well "page."
Also, in my groups I think Ellen was messing around again. They both made me utter something fast as a comeback. I am upset about this. Ellen acts like I hurt her feelings if I say something @ it.
With his gf it even is more for Tim Burton fans than her own that she gets mad. If she is more critical of him than monitoring herself, I wonder how desperate this 3rd person I labeled that is. About Richard, he knows he has that in him. He said on his website too he is not looking for a professional partner, contrary to "what we read." I didn't read it, but that's a nice thing to say- I mean I found it the same. I don't think Richard is mean, but I don't wanna be asked why I like someone, like in grade school the kids leaving me with no friends and me feeling uncomfortable and like I'm not in the scene. I'm not being mad @ Richard, just talking for fun and don't even mean things in bad ways, just like for with the gf for instance how they are. I feel if I say something, they also do something different. It's a feeling you might get, and they might read you up.
What's this acting coy by the experimenters and maybe something for Ellen to laugh at me .. supposedly saying I can't have Ellen cuz she's better than me and then saying that means I'm also second in normal people, that I'm not quite as gregarious.. meaning I will never make it up the ladder? That's not something to laugh at, but it's funny for other people. I found it was said in a rude way, yea, but all the same seems a good message. I feel I am more pleasant. These people are a bit mean and I mean I don't want to be a part of them. They hurt me, anyway. I think it was better I never met them.
Also, these noises in my room are racistly glossing over my saying that they were annoying before..
Well, I mean, yea, Ellen, but I gotta do mah room! It's fun when you know she's read you online. I haven't found others who seek her out, like leave a trail to an attractive blog like me. I know some people she would like. I'm not baiting myself, just saying it's available and you don't even have to do anything with anyone!
In saying something like that, I might not be perfectly a worshipper, but you'd see through the problems for some reason. I'm always obsessed over things like Tim Burton talking too much to his "girlfriend" and I guess sometimes his kids.. :/ Oops, I meant random strangers who are just lucky- and not me. I see the kids putting out their hands in L.A. I think. What I meant by his gf I didn't really mean it but realized that's what he did. She really is critical of him.. I think his gf like Richard Carpenter mocks fans.. my dad just came in and seemed upset that I posted or attempted to talk to Richard via his facebook fan group. Well "page."
Also, in my groups I think Ellen was messing around again. They both made me utter something fast as a comeback. I am upset about this. Ellen acts like I hurt her feelings if I say something @ it.
With his gf it even is more for Tim Burton fans than her own that she gets mad. If she is more critical of him than monitoring herself, I wonder how desperate this 3rd person I labeled that is. About Richard, he knows he has that in him. He said on his website too he is not looking for a professional partner, contrary to "what we read." I didn't read it, but that's a nice thing to say- I mean I found it the same. I don't think Richard is mean, but I don't wanna be asked why I like someone, like in grade school the kids leaving me with no friends and me feeling uncomfortable and like I'm not in the scene. I'm not being mad @ Richard, just talking for fun and don't even mean things in bad ways, just like for with the gf for instance how they are. I feel if I say something, they also do something different. It's a feeling you might get, and they might read you up.
What's this acting coy by the experimenters and maybe something for Ellen to laugh at me .. supposedly saying I can't have Ellen cuz she's better than me and then saying that means I'm also second in normal people, that I'm not quite as gregarious.. meaning I will never make it up the ladder? That's not something to laugh at, but it's funny for other people. I found it was said in a rude way, yea, but all the same seems a good message. I feel I am more pleasant. These people are a bit mean and I mean I don't want to be a part of them. They hurt me, anyway. I think it was better I never met them.
New Videos
February 1, 2014
1 - 3.5/5 - Rainy Days and Mondays
2 - 7.5/10 - Rainy Days and Mondays
3 - 2/10 - Far From the Home I Love
3 - 4/5 - All Who Hunger
1 - 3.5/5 - Rainy Days and Mondays
2 - 7.5/10 - Rainy Days and Mondays
3 - 2/10 - Far From the Home I Love
3 - 4/5 - All Who Hunger
Don't Like It
I don't like Tim Burton ruining life, saying we're all in trouble. Let's take away what's his and see what he feels like. He he he? Don't listen to people like my old friend. I didn't say anything "bad."
You got that joke?
No offense, really, please don't read into things like that friend, it isn't right, I'm just trying to communicate via typing..
I mean joking @ @ Ellen..
I mean joking @ @ Ellen..
"Take it down!"
I find my old friends a bit possessive of the attention they got because I ^did something^. Like, they just think yea I deserve that in a different way than they'd be like if the world did not resolve around Johnny Depp. They aren't like me. I get more attention, but I really deep-seatedly said I didn't want it. Now, people like it, it's something they can hold onto against Depp and Burton.
All I otherwise say is if Ellen thinks I can't be famous then her show is a slave for us.
All I otherwise say is if Ellen thinks I can't be famous then her show is a slave for us.
Singing versus Acting
Well, acting in movies is more like being a fashion model. Acting means acting in a theater. Singing is better than theater acting, but movie acting is the best. There are good theater actors who are movie actors, like in I think Diary of a Wimpy Dog or whatever. There was a lady. I think her dad was a successful boxer.
That's how you make it, you go to Hollywood where they do film.
That's how you make it, you go to Hollywood where they do film.
Thought Associations
Stuck in my head! Get out there child stars who are already in high school! Make the world a better place than you hiding waiting to trap me.. or you're just a complainer like I was told I was as a teenager. Maybe we need to complain because it seems hard to succeed and have everyone know you. We should all get in so many movies at the same time!! What do you got to lose? No one might recognize you?? Dunno. Safe in a different way, too. Get out online, discover [things like] Blogger and IMDb. Find out more, online.
Juicy Gossip
Lovely Bella.
Anyway I said simply for Chloe not to go sideways and assume something that isn't about Southerners without Southern parents. Now, Bella says Chloe is the 1 over me just temporarily. How do you rank people? Not nice.
Anyway I said simply for Chloe not to go sideways and assume something that isn't about Southerners without Southern parents. Now, Bella says Chloe is the 1 over me just temporarily. How do you rank people? Not nice.
Outlandish and Clingy
You know how outlandish Baby Boomers are about getting attention.. and subduing anyone younger ultimately?
Well, people think life is some big grand effect and that only really good people can provide this. They go off and expect others to do shit for this and in the end they are the baby to the early Boomers, like 1950?
Well, people think life is some big grand effect and that only really good people can provide this. They go off and expect others to do shit for this and in the end they are the baby to the early Boomers, like 1950?
Friday, January 31, 2014
Interesting Facebook Post by Me
link
Well, I've lived in gambling areas: Jacksonville FL, always lived in Florida or the New Orleans are with my parents. I thought Las Vegas was an exciting place. I guess it is funny to say that you can get any culture in the U.S. nor anywhere for that matter if you had relatives that moved.. :| I consider myself a Southerner. I know the Floridian culture, seems to sit deeply with me. I have a great expanse of experience in the New Orleans area becoming an adult. I do have different culture from my parents and do not consider myself someone with being raised by New Orleanians. My dad traveled most of the country as an adult but not like California for instance nor New Orleans. The best I can say for him is the side near NYC in Pa. that I think moved to Cleveland. I visited Erie myself and really took to it, though that is not all where he is from. As for posting @ gambling, I mean it looks like fun. I dunno, I mean I am hanging pictures of Miami Beach|SE Fla. in my room, maybe should rethink how good a plan it was I had. I dunno, if I get into clowns and carnivals I can interpret New Orleans in my room, too, with pictures maybe I construct. I'm gonna have to see after I rearrange the room, but it's painted. I understand, though, liking fuzzy di.. =] It's just a symbol for a way of thinking. I think it's the symbol of a spunky mood of a certain area, often in the South or probably in old NYC. Same with leis of flowers. I have no clue how to do Mardi Gras nor New Orleans in here. It's all blue for Miami (Beach.)
LOL! This IS funny! Thanks for the response!!
Well, I've lived in gambling areas: Jacksonville FL, always lived in Florida or the New Orleans are with my parents. I thought Las Vegas was an exciting place. I guess it is funny to say that you can get any culture in the U.S. nor anywhere for that matter if you had relatives that moved.. :| I consider myself a Southerner. I know the Floridian culture, seems to sit deeply with me. I have a great expanse of experience in the New Orleans area becoming an adult. I do have different culture from my parents and do not consider myself someone with being raised by New Orleanians. My dad traveled most of the country as an adult but not like California for instance nor New Orleans. The best I can say for him is the side near NYC in Pa. that I think moved to Cleveland. I visited Erie myself and really took to it, though that is not all where he is from. As for posting @ gambling, I mean it looks like fun. I dunno, I mean I am hanging pictures of Miami Beach|SE Fla. in my room, maybe should rethink how good a plan it was I had. I dunno, if I get into clowns and carnivals I can interpret New Orleans in my room, too, with pictures maybe I construct. I'm gonna have to see after I rearrange the room, but it's painted. I understand, though, liking fuzzy di.. =] It's just a symbol for a way of thinking. I think it's the symbol of a spunky mood of a certain area, often in the South or probably in old NYC. Same with leis of flowers. I have no clue how to do Mardi Gras nor New Orleans in here. It's all blue for Miami (Beach.)
LOL! This IS funny! Thanks for the response!!
More Questions
Before Tim Burton you wouldn't do that to someone. Maybe, Bella likes Chloe like that. But I am from the South and am older.
2 Cultures
I still like what I get from my dad being from up North, which you currently are not jealous of from the way you behave.... I didn't say I was from Tennessee nor do I like that 1 state better than all the rest.
Some Things Funny
You think I can't say that because of the N word thing with Nell. Nell rhymes with Hell. Ellen can't get mad at me for not watching her show, too.. I want to but she believes Chloe is more Southern. That's puttin' me down. How will I get aroun' to her show? I'm upset because she's trying to take away my chance with her show as a fan. If I am born in the South I found you don't have the right to take away my freedom of speech on that issue. Older Adult Maturity Post: Just to watch literally a kid from the South "feel good." Yea, older adult post, that's me.
Not Good Enough
What right do you have to pretend you care about your culture and I am not a good enough person?!
Still Painting
Will finish that tonight. Maybe put my room back together tomorrow. I have cleaning, too. I wanna bag some books and DVDs I don't use to make it clenaer. I do have drawers of things that's hopeless. I'll try to file my papers but see I need a bigger filer probably. Laundry @, too.
What to Think @
Sarah should focus on what's really important- S. Brightman when going into space! Sure little things must come up from the recent past, but I know or sure this is also her lifelong dream and lots of famous people are doin' it!!
Something to Know
My driver home was like driving weird and I lifted up frustrated and he had something against me. I recorded my singing and it wasn't the same with something, something happened I mean.
Thursday, January 30, 2014
Wednesday, January 29, 2014
I was wondering.
I might seem awkard to some people.. if it weren't for the messups with the fame of Johnny Depp and Tim Burton.. but I AM NOT AN AWKWARD PERSON. I'm gittin' outta this hole'a'shit..
New Dressewear
Did you ever consider how I abhor those new coats with petite waists but like myself?
Finding the Right People????
Since Tim Burton, people have beaten me down so as I'm not as attractive, and now you want all the attractive people regardless of your relationship to people like this.
TV Schedule
I should be finished painting Friday and may catch up then.
So, then, after that, I'll ge the bedding and decorations maybe bedding this weekend decorations next weekend.
So, then, after that, I'll ge the bedding and decorations maybe bedding this weekend decorations next weekend.
I believe..
..my old friends are bad people because when I felt
bad and crazed from being stuck in the world my friends unfriended me
and didn't actually say to stop e-mailing them, 1 did in a way or after
awhile. I shouldn't have to think of them now.
Tuesday, January 28, 2014
Facebook Post
Yay! I see there you have shots @ Disneyland? I've never been. I did go on the merry-go-round, teacups, and Dumbo. Teacups don't do a thing to me. I guess something that might be shareworthy is when I went on the Dumbo ride not only was I screaming but my lever wouldn't work after I cranked it up at the start. I've been on the Harry Potter ride and I screamed the whole time. It probably bothered people, but at the same time for some reason they actually thought I'd be scared when for me that was actually out of the question.. My brother too I think was worried of "what" I would do on the supposedly scary ride..
You know, I also recorded things at Disney such as my singing in the Haunted Mansion and that I didn't scream on other rides. When they've fixed Splash Mountain, I wonder if I will scream again! I don't go on Tower of Terror but wanted to.
Spoilers: http://goo.gl/girV8s
My favorite part unfortunately about Disney World that I've known now is the Main Street Electrical Parade. I see it's been taken down from Disneyland. Am I right? I dunno. I waited for over 2 hours at the entrance last time.
It seems like we look the same! Anyone else think so?
*huh huh huh huh huh* *leans over*
Well, as for the postman aspect, I guess the reason I did e-mail was because I liked writing to my friend, her idea, when we lived near.. she won't speak to me now. Anyway.. I was always hung up about not recieving so much e-mail and no IM-ing. Now, I'm mostly a blogger but still a forum board poster.
Thank you so much for posting this wonderful video!
You know, I also recorded things at Disney such as my singing in the Haunted Mansion and that I didn't scream on other rides. When they've fixed Splash Mountain, I wonder if I will scream again! I don't go on Tower of Terror but wanted to.
Spoilers: http://goo.gl/girV8s
My favorite part unfortunately about Disney World that I've known now is the Main Street Electrical Parade. I see it's been taken down from Disneyland. Am I right? I dunno. I waited for over 2 hours at the entrance last time.
It seems like we look the same! Anyone else think so?
*huh huh huh huh huh* *leans over*
Well, as for the postman aspect, I guess the reason I did e-mail was because I liked writing to my friend, her idea, when we lived near.. she won't speak to me now. Anyway.. I was always hung up about not recieving so much e-mail and no IM-ing. Now, I'm mostly a blogger but still a forum board poster.
Thank you so much for posting this wonderful video!
Worries
I was like ah have I gone blinde! I slept in my contacts.
I couldn't get up and move around. At 1st, it was more by choice. I wanted eating with my mom. It was so weird, my body was like I dunno wrapped in shells almost in the manner of a cocoon? It was pieced together like still malleable drying iron machinery. It was like cracky. I was put together maybe like a computer. I felt if I got up as though I would feel a funny feeling of discombobulation.
So, it was weird. I was very upset. My mom would not stop bugging me, and I used to not even wanna come out to see the doctor! I felt almost forced to leave after throwing my laptop, which was breaking though it got better but then turned off. I was bugged all through the group, made a joke of. Someone made my nose too slick and I supposedly can get it back! That guy behind me! It feels Ellen is just telling them right and left to hurt me in some way each time. I know I was so good the 1st time at a group. These groups are not as good as I imagine. What else? I was bothered other ways. I'm also made to feel I deserve nothing but hurt coming up. So.
Also, I was looking up and out, it was so weird. My eyes and my body. In there I also scuffed a bump in my boots. I had to scrench things rather than hit things and say a word I didn't like more than once.
I couldn't get up and move around. At 1st, it was more by choice. I wanted eating with my mom. It was so weird, my body was like I dunno wrapped in shells almost in the manner of a cocoon? It was pieced together like still malleable drying iron machinery. It was like cracky. I was put together maybe like a computer. I felt if I got up as though I would feel a funny feeling of discombobulation.
So, it was weird. I was very upset. My mom would not stop bugging me, and I used to not even wanna come out to see the doctor! I felt almost forced to leave after throwing my laptop, which was breaking though it got better but then turned off. I was bugged all through the group, made a joke of. Someone made my nose too slick and I supposedly can get it back! That guy behind me! It feels Ellen is just telling them right and left to hurt me in some way each time. I know I was so good the 1st time at a group. These groups are not as good as I imagine. What else? I was bothered other ways. I'm also made to feel I deserve nothing but hurt coming up. So.
Also, I was looking up and out, it was so weird. My eyes and my body. In there I also scuffed a bump in my boots. I had to scrench things rather than hit things and say a word I didn't like more than once.
Was I bad?
I couldn't stand the little things people said and did to me!
I mean, what was the worst, they acted like it was all over and who knows what they'd do. My mom hurt my head a little in the car, so I was upset. Then, she just prodded me more. I should have gotten over it, but my mom was watching, I know. It confused me altogether. Why accept it? Maybe, it wasn't that bad, though. I went in, furthermore, and this lady wouldn't say hi to me just my mom. I went in and was bothered, away from my mom but with that girl in. You know how much it frustrates me?.. Ugh! What else?? :/
I mean, what was the worst, they acted like it was all over and who knows what they'd do. My mom hurt my head a little in the car, so I was upset. Then, she just prodded me more. I should have gotten over it, but my mom was watching, I know. It confused me altogether. Why accept it? Maybe, it wasn't that bad, though. I went in, furthermore, and this lady wouldn't say hi to me just my mom. I went in and was bothered, away from my mom but with that girl in. You know how much it frustrates me?.. Ugh! What else?? :/
Dream
I was feeling so bad and didn't get up thinking it'd injure me from being so fed up.
My dream was kooky. I remember looking for something carnivalish in a sewer from Batman.. In the end I was looking to see a video, saw a picture. I don't remember what it was about! Just that that was its nature. I was also trying to remember something. It seemed a bit dangerous, like someone would hurt me and I had to be on the lookout, like a sewer hound. I saw a show on monsters recently.
My dream was kooky. I remember looking for something carnivalish in a sewer from Batman.. In the end I was looking to see a video, saw a picture. I don't remember what it was about! Just that that was its nature. I was also trying to remember something. It seemed a bit dangerous, like someone would hurt me and I had to be on the lookout, like a sewer hound. I saw a show on monsters recently.
A Flavorite Story
There was a girl named Christina with bouncing smooth, silky, thick cherry, red hair. Her eyes were pure blue with crystals about like hands on a clock. She was from Sunshine, Florida. She was up in New York at this time. She was all bouncy, year was 1900. She had on a green dress and pale green bonnet and stared into the clear open. "Judie," she said in her "rich" voice. "Dear!" She was 3 years younger and followed behind out in the wide opened.
Just as they went a bit further, a man in yeller came. "Gals! Wait up!" He as like a knight in shining errmor (armor.) Then interrupted a more mature lady, "Hello!!" "Hello!!" Heavy clouds came over. "Girls!" said the gentleman. "You have a place to go?" "No!" said Chris.. So, the fair maiden took her arm and pulled her in naturally by the waist. The man picked up the little girl. They went over to a carriage at long last and rode off into the sunset, storm clouds behind.
Just as they went a bit further, a man in yeller came. "Gals! Wait up!" He as like a knight in shining errmor (armor.) Then interrupted a more mature lady, "Hello!!" "Hello!!" Heavy clouds came over. "Girls!" said the gentleman. "You have a place to go?" "No!" said Chris.. So, the fair maiden took her arm and pulled her in naturally by the waist. The man picked up the little girl. They went over to a carriage at long last and rode off into the sunset, storm clouds behind.
Story
There was a father of 10 children named Richard Carpenter with his lovely wife, Mary Carpenter.
There was another family with the mom named Ellen DeGeneres and the dad named Syracuse Ny. She had 3 beautiful children.
There were many other families with children and many single people, as well, without any family..
A little girl named Diana Quinn sat on the lap of her father and he patted her back as she almost choked on her food some. "Ugh!" wittered Christina. I have ta eat this frik kin food to get energy but I always choke and have problems peeing in public!
Julie Gardener burped some of her lovely pizza, like a little baby would burp! Christina eyed her, "Nice day we've been having, eh?" "Picnic!" "What's that?" "It's been a picnic." "Oh, yea."
There was another family with the mom named Ellen DeGeneres and the dad named Syracuse Ny. She had 3 beautiful children.
There were many other families with children and many single people, as well, without any family..
A little girl named Diana Quinn sat on the lap of her father and he patted her back as she almost choked on her food some. "Ugh!" wittered Christina. I have ta eat this frik kin food to get energy but I always choke and have problems peeing in public!
Julie Gardener burped some of her lovely pizza, like a little baby would burp! Christina eyed her, "Nice day we've been having, eh?" "Picnic!" "What's that?" "It's been a picnic." "Oh, yea."
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