..people get upset at me for spamming my friends, like e-mailing them things as I go that I want to say to them a while past.. like there's 1 friend a little older andother a little younger, both in my class. Why just pick from people I know to give attention?? I already said that Ellen seems to think everything is for Portia. I think people live with a real hope to meet her or see lots of people be able to do that..
The reason it hurts my feelings iz cus I feel bad @ it. I felt trapped with nothing to do, no forum to post on and forgot I could get a blog.