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Sunday, February 2, 2014

Real Organ

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Declared Major

Vocal Performance + Dance (Ballet) Minor

Please check this out.

1997

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Like a Skater

People in band in high school are probably best.

Twitter

I made my header say "part French."

Watching.

On the NFL page there are Tweets @ the game.  There are a lotta semi-mature attractive yet nerdy guys having pretty European-looking babies.  It feels like hte 1980s again, so I am happy for that.  I want to be there for them.  So, I am not having kids.  I'm not ready.  I don't want other kids jealous.  I am an attractive artistic romantic figure.  When I am 40, I may still be young and sire a new generation of humans.  That's far away.  I think someone wants to marry me and wants kids.. but I decided to naturally plan a boy then a girl maybe a year younger, you know right after.

No Friends

I will not stand people not talking to me because of Tim Burton like oh I know what you're gonna say so I hate you.  WTF does that mean?

Why even do that to me?  I will find friends someday.

Forgotten or Left Behind

Why does Ellen just believe in adults?  She did that and thinks good kids should be forgotten and possibly hurt.

Bleh Bleh Bleh ~ Bleh Bleh

Why does Ellen keep telling me stuff if something happens to me?!  I don't want to even think @ it.  I can do "what" she believes the South has done alone.  I am from there.  What, so you can do it, too?  Maybe, people from the South should not do it.  How will you get along with people from Europe if you are mean to everyone who is better than you?

Loony

Are Ellen and Chloe Moretz insane about being judgemental based on ancestry?

Doo .. U re mem ber me

Remember when we used to live to make life nice and do things at our pace and know success lies ahead?

Staying European

Don't let black people make you less European to people in Europe, don't die for people born in 1960!

Feeling-less

People think that things in life are important, and it's true you think you have no feelings.

All the Time?

Several things bothered me.  Exactly how fun is it to say ooh Christina someone thought of something you didn't think of anything like it, you just used their basic good idea.  Ev ery time!

No Chances

I'm me.  I can't listen to anyone else.  You'll just say to do something stupid 1 day, I know for sure.

Like, you said something and I stopped thinking.

Baiting

She's just saying only grandparents age is important to subdue naughty fans and impress our strict parents when like me I didn't do anything wrong.

Taking Sides

What do you think of how Ellen thinks she's innocent, smiles defiantly like we're shit .. and thinks that grandparents are the only thing that are worth it and not young people?  That's like killing a baby.  "Bye bye to my grandson?"

The Superbowl - The National Anthem

The Superbowl - The National Anthem

Me Singing the National Anthem

Stuck-Ups From New Orleans

People with New Orleanian heritage think they are the only perfect 1s.  Like, they were more modern before us supposedly and anything we do they don't like.

Superbowl

Wathcing Online @ NFL

Home Sweet Home!

Does Ellen trust anyone other than Mommy?

Schizophrenic Stuff

Does Ellen always animal in 2 sides of an issue?

Weird

Everyone said I was talented at everything, especially arts, until Tim Burton made a statement.  I never wanted to ruin him.

Firefighters!

The people here want me to like stop thinking how I do.. like you know what I do that's none of their business, I think my life in private in a way.

Anyone Know?

Anyone know what's going on?  I hear tantrum-like poundings.. not sure it was the laundry machines.  Like a aluminum pan.

Superbowl Sunday

Got the most expensive Football @ Wal-Mart.

Nitey

Was crocheting.

Going to bed soon.

Can talk tomorrow or Monday.. unless I'm just too into the cleaning.

Pros

How pro would you say are the people Richard Carpenter has worked with after Karen passed away?

Dying Mah Hair!

I got this color.

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Something Else Pleasing

I heard light footsteps in the hallway earlier.  I called my dad after.

Pretend Ghosts

The garage door to my memory has never creeked.  The washing and drying was on.  When I did something with a graveyard online something metal in my room, which my dad and I just painted, fell.  It's still very messy, but I cleaned lots of it.  My dad just took out the ladder today.

Raging Crazy

Why do some people fight that they weren't good enough to do something as a kid?

Saturday, February 1, 2014

May Be

Ellen probably is more adept to Florida in ways than us, but we still should be who we are, too.

Decision

I decided if someone goes coocoo on me to negate their coocoo request.

Mobile

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My Opine

These Baby Boomers follow crap from their parental generations the way Chloe does them, just to sinfully get stimulated.  I do that, too, get sinfully stimulated, but not this kind of sin!

Problem

It seems that if her fans are happy, Ellen is happy.  I'm not watching cuz I'm cleaning my room and don't have the TV even set up in here..  I don't believe I should necessarily watch in the living room.

Also, these noises in my room are racistly glossing over my saying that they were annoying before..

Well, I mean, yea, Ellen, but I gotta do mah room!  It's fun when you know she's read you online.  I haven't found others who seek her out, like leave a trail to an attractive blog like me.  I know some people she would like.  I'm not baiting myself, just saying it's available and you don't even have to do anything with anyone!


In saying something like that, I might not be perfectly a worshipper, but you'd see through the problems for some reason.  I'm always obsessed over things like Tim Burton talking too much to his "girlfriend" and I guess sometimes his kids..  :/  Oops, I meant random strangers who are just lucky- and not me.  I see the kids putting out their hands in L.A. I think.  What I meant by his gf I didn't really mean it but realized that's what he did.  She really is critical of him..  I think his gf like Richard Carpenter mocks fans.. my dad just came in and seemed upset that I posted or attempted to talk to Richard via his facebook fan group.  Well "page."

Also, in my groups I think Ellen was messing around again.  They both made me utter something fast as a comeback.  I am upset about this.  Ellen acts like I hurt her feelings if I say something @ it.

With his gf it even is more for Tim Burton fans than her own that she gets mad.  If she is more critical of him than monitoring herself, I wonder how desperate this 3rd person I labeled that is.  About Richard, he knows he has that in him.  He said on his website too he is not looking for a professional partner, contrary to "what we read."  I didn't read it, but that's a nice thing to say-  I mean I found it the same.  I don't think Richard is mean, but I don't wanna be asked why I like someone, like in grade school the kids leaving me with no friends and me feeling uncomfortable and like I'm not in the scene.  I'm not being mad @ Richard, just talking for fun and don't even mean things in bad ways, just like for with the gf for instance how they are.  I feel if I say something, they also do something different.  It's a feeling you might get, and they might read you up.

What's this acting coy by the experimenters and maybe something for Ellen to laugh at me .. supposedly saying I can't have Ellen cuz she's better than me and then saying that means I'm also second in normal people, that I'm not quite as gregarious.. meaning I will never make it up the ladder?  That's not something to laugh at, but it's funny for other people.  I found it was said in a rude way, yea, but all the same seems a good message.  I feel I am more pleasant.  These people are a bit mean and I mean I don't want to be a part of them.  They hurt me, anyway.  I think it was better I never met them.

Nitey

I have more to say but am lying down and sleeping and listening to music.

New Videos

February 1, 2014
1 - 3.5/5 - Rainy Days and Mondays
2 - 7.5/10 - Rainy Days and Mondays
3 - 2/10 - Far From the Home I Love
3 - 4/5 - All Who Hunger

Don't Like It

I don't like Tim Burton ruining life, saying we're all in trouble.  Let's take away what's his and see what he feels like.  He he he?  Don't listen to people like my old friend.  I didn't say anything "bad."

Cleaning

Have books and videos to sort, ladder needs to be taken care of.  Move @ more furniture, get rid of some I hope.  Store some things in a box for now.

Cleaning

I already got the bed, sofa, and shelf in place.  Stuff all over!
Negative Blog

You got that joke?

No offense, really, please don't read into things like that friend, it isn't right, I'm just trying to communicate via typing..

I mean joking @ @ Ellen..

"Take it down!"

I find my old friends a bit possessive of the attention they got because I ^did something^.  Like, they just think yea I deserve that in a different way than they'd be like if the world did not resolve around Johnny Depp.  They aren't like me.  I get more attention, but I really deep-seatedly said I didn't want it.  Now, people like it, it's something they can hold onto against Depp and Burton.

All I otherwise say is if Ellen thinks I can't be famous then her show is a slave for us.

Singing versus Acting

Well, acting in movies is more like being a fashion model.  Acting means acting in a theater.  Singing is better than theater acting, but movie acting is the best.  There are good theater actors who are movie actors, like in I think Diary of a Wimpy Dog or whatever.  There was a lady.  I think her dad was a successful boxer.

That's how you make it, you go to Hollywood where they do film.

Thought Associations

Stuck in my head!  Get out there child stars who are already in high school!  Make the world a better place than you hiding waiting to trap me.. or you're just a complainer like I was told I was as a teenager.  Maybe we need to complain because it seems hard to succeed and have everyone know you.  We should all get in so many movies at the same time!!  What do you got to lose?  No one might recognize you??  Dunno.  Safe in a different way, too.  Get out online, discover [things like] Blogger and IMDb.  Find out more, online.

Juicy Gossip

Lovely Bella.

Anyway I said simply for Chloe not to go sideways and assume something that isn't about Southerners without Southern parents.  Now, Bella says Chloe is the 1 over me just temporarily.  How do you rank people?  Not nice.

So Uncontrolling

I can't even control how my cheeks look.

Outlandish and Clingy

You know how outlandish Baby Boomers are about getting attention.. and subduing anyone younger ultimately?

Well, people think life is some big grand effect and that only really good people can provide this.  They go off and expect others to do shit for this and in the end they are the baby to the early Boomers, like 1950?

Stuck

Explore Talent is not good enough.  I need to get better and apply to an agency.  1st must clear room.

Strange

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Friday, January 31, 2014

Interesting Facebook Post by Me

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Well, I've lived in gambling areas: Jacksonville FL, always lived in Florida or the New Orleans are with my parents. I thought Las Vegas was an exciting place. I guess it is funny to say that you can get any culture in the U.S. nor anywhere for that matter if you had relatives that moved.. :| I consider myself a Southerner. I know the Floridian culture, seems to sit deeply with me. I have a great expanse of experience in the New Orleans area becoming an adult. I do have different culture from my parents and do not consider myself someone with being raised by New Orleanians. My dad traveled most of the country as an adult but not like California for instance nor New Orleans. The best I can say for him is the side near NYC in Pa. that I think moved to Cleveland. I visited Erie myself and really took to it, though that is not all where he is from. As for posting @ gambling, I mean it looks like fun. I dunno, I mean I am hanging pictures of Miami Beach|SE Fla. in my room, maybe should rethink how good a plan it was I had. I dunno, if I get into clowns and carnivals I can interpret New Orleans in my room, too, with pictures maybe I construct. I'm gonna have to see after I rearrange the room, but it's painted. I understand, though, liking fuzzy di.. =] It's just a symbol for a way of thinking. I think it's the symbol of a spunky mood of a certain area, often in the South or probably in old NYC. Same with leis of flowers. I have no clue how to do Mardi Gras nor New Orleans in here. It's all blue for Miami (Beach.)

LOL! This IS funny! Thanks for the response!!

Also

I am also whiter than some people, the way you've discluded me for respecting things that are not white.  Just forget it.

My Want

Why can't I just be who I want?

More Questions

Before Tim Burton you wouldn't do that to someone.  Maybe, Bella likes Chloe like that.  But I am from the South and am older.

Defiance

No one else does what Ellen does.

Desperate

That's Chloe Moretz.

2 Cultures

I still like what I get from my dad being from up North, which you currently are not jealous of from the way you behave....  I didn't say I was from Tennessee nor do I like that 1 state better than all the rest.

Some Things Funny

You think I can't say that because of the N word thing with Nell.  Nell rhymes with Hell.  Ellen can't get mad at me for not watching her show, too.. I want to but she believes Chloe is more Southern.  That's puttin' me down.  How will I get aroun' to her show?  I'm upset because she's trying to take away my chance with her show as a fan.  If I am born in the South I found you don't have the right to take away my freedom of speech on that issue. Older Adult Maturity Post: Just to watch literally a kid from the South "feel good."  Yea, older adult post, that's me.

Not Good Enough

What right do you have to pretend you care about your culture and I am not a good enough person?!

eee Bay

oooh pretty

Being Born in 1997-8

You have to also be good, like attractive.  It doesn't fall on your lap.

What About

light rich honey brown

Blonde Hair Dye fo' Mee!

dark golden blonde

or light honey blonde

Bad

To joke @ that a good person born in 1985 didn't keep away from being treated as well as someone born around 1991.

Concerned

@ the precious people born in 1997 and 1998.  Did they have a good ^private^ life?  I don't see any signs.  Debate on if I'd care or if I did.  I remember the kids born around 1992 as 15-year-olds, then another similar type of wave 1997-8 now.

Before

Mine was like a honey blonde, the lightest 1.  It does come off a bit yellow.  That's why I shaved it off.

Hair

I guess I'm lightest golden brown or darkest blonde.

Contacts, blue or blue-green, which look blue and nice, so.  The blue is not baby blue.

Still Painting

Will finish that tonight.  Maybe put my room back together tomorrow.  I have cleaning, too.  I wanna bag some books and DVDs I don't use to make it clenaer.  I do have drawers of things that's hopeless.  I'll try to file my papers but see I need a bigger filer probably.  Laundry @, too.

Dream

I had an impersonal dream with things like space and Richard and Karen Carpenter, like they did it this time, like maybe Karen had passed away.

What to Think @

Sarah should focus on what's really important- S. Brightman when going into space!  Sure little things must come up from the recent past, but I know or sure this is also her lifelong dream and lots of famous people are doin' it!!

Likeable or Unlikeable?

Why do people like famous people?
New Video of Me Singing
Good Mo'ning People

Cute

Isn't Sarah Brightman?

Something to Know

My driver home was like driving weird and I lifted up frustrated and he had something against me.  I recorded my singing and it wasn't the same with something, something happened I mean.

Thursday, January 30, 2014

Mobile Soon

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Wednesday, January 29, 2014

Oscars

I just watched a nice video of Ellen to host the Oscars.

I was wondering.

I might seem awkard to some people.. if it weren't for the messups with the fame of Johnny Depp and Tim Burton.. but I AM NOT AN AWKWARD PERSON.  I'm gittin' outta this hole'a'shit..
"The Mad Blog - Anything Goes"
Nitey Soon

New Dressewear

Did you ever consider how I abhor those new coats with petite waists but like myself?

Ah lawst mah dreams

in new orleans

Finding the Right People????

Since Tim Burton, people have beaten me down so as I'm not as attractive, and now you want all the attractive people regardless of your relationship to people like this.

New Video

Me Singing

Video of Me Singing!!

7/10

TV Schedule

I should be finished painting Friday and may catch up then.

So, then, after that, I'll ge the bedding and decorations maybe bedding this weekend decorations next weekend.

Color to Dye My Hair in Like 2-3 Months

(Rich) Cherry or (Very) Light Gold

Mobile Soon

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New Photo

New Photo of Me

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Missed Post

Nitey!

Dream

I was in a small plane waving by to the Carpenters and a special bye to Richard cuz he wouldn't die.  They were going to war..

Comment

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I used to be more expressive. I'm listening to you sing now, and you sound like Celine Dion quality. Bravo! I'm still learning, fun eh? That song sounds almost country-like. Why don't you sing something by the Carpenters??

Excuse

Adults like to pretend I'm bad so they don't give me any attention.
Big Blog post
Big Blog

Check out..

..the new Facebook cover I have.

I believe..

..my old friends are bad people because when I felt bad and crazed from being stuck in the world my friends unfriended me and didn't actually say to stop e-mailing them, 1 did in a way or after awhile.  I shouldn't have to think of them now.