Tuesday, February 4, 2014
Well
I'm cleaning my room?
What happens to me now? I know I was just upset. I was funny @ 1st, but after injuring my dad? Are you just trying to see more examples of JC?
What happens to me now? I know I was just upset. I was funny @ 1st, but after injuring my dad? Are you just trying to see more examples of JC?
Well
I was mad @ the injurious car accident. I feel I blew up and just kinda left off. I wish I didn't, shoulda got more when we ate out or something to quell myself. Or just see if you could shut up?
I EVEN SEE IT
You think oh cute baby born 1998 is yours .. then you throw me out.. then you want me back! just to do the same thing again! to compare me badly to a baby! I wanted to be a good baby.
What did you feel??
How did you feel @ sitting there like an animal grunting out thoughts because of people like Ellen??
Monday, February 3, 2014
OMG
PLACE THE RESTRAINING ORDER ON ELLEN SHE THINKS SHE CAN JUST NASTILY HAVE A KID WITH HIM AND I CAN'T THINK OF HIM AS A DAD
Well
I had a close friend with parents born 1941, daughter perfectly fine, needs some exercise and stuff, a bit bossy but okay with that. So, Richard Carpenter is not all that daunting.
Grossed Out
I detest these weird things that happen, like that I have to think @ someone else when I want something, like my daddy post @ Richard Carpenter and then my dad had a car accident when 2 of them reduced my Chinese mom's perfect eyesight.
What I Think
I think Ellen just is mad at you for nothing to show off if your life is dreary. Why does she get mad so easily? I just said shit for fun and later took it back and said something else.. What's the big deal? My dad suffered a car accident..
TV
I watched some of "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" online, my TV not even set up in my room. She seems to be doing fairly well. I have to go to bed and wake up early.
I liked her Beats music stuff whatever it's called. I also liked watching Vine, the family with the little girl that came out at the end though I didn't like the way dad was holding her, and something else .. oh yes prizes, very funny costumes!
I liked her Beats music stuff whatever it's called. I also liked watching Vine, the family with the little girl that came out at the end though I didn't like the way dad was holding her, and something else .. oh yes prizes, very funny costumes!
Problem
Ellen you are bad, you have no way of saying no. You and Richard just keep talking and then stop when you find we are younger and act like something's wrong. What? Nothing happened. It's not magic.
Busy
Tomorrow morning I go somewhere, see you when Ellen comes on, will bring my cell tho. Nothing Wednesday. =] Par-tay.
Videos
I made some against Ellen. They are loading. It's @ the shit that happens here. I don't really know who started it. I'm not totally against Ellen, I don't know what she does. I don't want to unravel shitty messages. My dad's car accident ^means^ something. It jerked at my beautiful Chinese mom's eyesight! Stupid Orlando-inians!!
Should I be worried @ saying stupid? I just want this post to go by smoothly!
Should I be worried @ saying stupid? I just want this post to go by smoothly!
My Sorrow and Woe
I got an gay disgusting interrupted click in my sorrow, and I lost feelings stunned and horrified, like I'd been on a spell and that I'd want to do that.
Why I Curse
Ellen won't stop remembering when I was mad at a time before and thinks it's in me more than others. I don't really curse often, and you can't give me punishments others don't get. Why do you make me mad? I may contact the police @ Ellen, maybe even my aunt.
Website Update
Do's and Don't's
I will use curse words possibly when upset but unravel my thoughts after and apologize..
I will use curse words possibly when upset but unravel my thoughts after and apologize..
Problem
So even after you are sorry for getting mad at someone who really did something to you .. you end up seeing the other person think you're there to kiss their feet!?
Stating the Verdict
You can't act like you can punish me. You all are just shit to me and lie and are mean. I mean even someone young got the word of safety. You trying to k*** me?
Problem
Now, I'm getting negative messages cuz I used the word shit but didn't mean it as someone.
I did think of it as someone before and not say but not the way you want to think.
I did think of it as someone before and not say but not the way you want to think.
Not What I Thought..
I thought you were outta my life. Isn't this like the 1 thing you shouldn't do?
Believe
I know Ellen does stuff to cancel stuff out, and it works. However, I don't have the same track history. Anyway, I know that when I do something for real it doesn't work, too, just because of my race so I don't have to listen to anyone.
News to Spread
I saw an obese kinda touchy feely mamma with 4 kids, the eldest looked Spanish and had bubbly fat skin and 1 nail with white at the end cut crookedly.. She was looking at me like "this is my .. lesson" you know, her disposition? I'm sure it's made its mark. No, I didn't do anything wrong, but I slept on the bus. She was in front of me facing me, though, but I was already that tired and gonna sleep anyway most likely..
No pun intended, just feel sorry and wanna help.
No pun intended, just feel sorry and wanna help.
O Boy
Dear Little Ellen!
I just watched 2 of your wonderful videos on YouTube!
was upset at my mom on the inside
My room is stressing me out. I told you I was sick and why I got up.
I just watched 2 of your wonderful videos on YouTube!
was upset at my mom on the inside
My room is stressing me out. I told you I was sick and why I got up.
On a Roll
Wasn't even watching to see her but the little girl and now the gift scene. Why is Ellen so mean? I got mad online, but I don't do things like that little boy. I'd probably smile and admit I was uncomfortable, at this point in life.
Why I Like the Show
Maybe cuz she's popular, but I feel like I'm not good enough to watch it but still good enough for other things..
OK
I should have just said technically I don't believe I gave forth the battle of any such message..
In a Rush
I'll manually disclaim my point in saying shit I do not mean poo.. what else could I have said in a rush??
Worried
I am worried @ losing all or any of Ellen. I was just expressing myself against her mistakes. No one likes me for my race, so.. if I was just being helpful someone would leave me. Leave now or leave naturally.
MAH THERAPIST
She 1st acted like she stimulated my brother because she knows I called her stupid because she's really mean and unprofessional sometimes.
Bored and Watching TV Online..
I thought people in Orlando were messing with my dad. Got tired of listening to music.
WOW YOU JUST RUIN MY RELATIONSHIP
*ELLEN*
I don't want anything on you, but that's a mean way to say you don't wanna talk to me like those friends you all take to.
I just wanted to try to get your attention didn't expect anything weird.
I don't want anything on you, but that's a mean way to say you don't wanna talk to me like those friends you all take to.
I just wanted to try to get your attention didn't expect anything weird.
Mad?
May I also interject to ask what's up with Renee Fleming? I wonder if she knows that I follow her and was busy and missed her on TV once.. I kept being under the impression it had to be online. My room isn't even set up.
Problem
You idiots on Ellen that dad just called Ellen shit, a nigger. So, how is it I do not deserve to say what I think of you like I just have?
*I almost *whammed* my table*
*I almost *whammed* my table*
IQ
Wow, Ellen, are you mad at me? Guess you don't need me at all.. You just shit shit in people's faces and then get mad at nice people for nothing!
You think the world is concrete and that nothing is complicated, it's either A or B and you can't say anything.
You think the world is concrete and that nothing is complicated, it's either A or B and you can't say anything.
Wow
The parents are just there so tacky nodding their heads, too young-looking to have a good kid.
I guess Baby Boomers should not have been born, their parents were young.
I guess Baby Boomers should not have been born, their parents were young.
CooCoos
All anyone says is they would know what I'm gonna say, but you know that of anyone, so SHUT UP. ..Am I a nigger?
Wow
Wow, Ellen, I'm tired of your show, the people on it are rude to me.. or is it just plain stupid? too
Weird
People think I mean something I don't. They think everything is 1 or the other. I thought maybe it wasn't, but like sometimes the way it's said.. seems to connect to something.
BLEH WATER
BLEH WATER
Upset?
My aunt can't be upset with me. I am an adult and I make my own decisions. She needs to get a life otherwise.
Bed Again?
I was gonna watch some of "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" online but am not finished with my room, so see you when I guess, I'll be missing the show.. hopefully not long.
Dreams
I remember Richard Carpenter answered in all lowercase and I saw him, big, in a doorwa like in the dark. I was passing in a caravan. We were supposed to like be picking osmething in school. If I didn't kep moving I'd fall behind. I started ahead and was trudging through ahead some. There was a place where I shot. I was with Jimmy Fallon and like someone like him or him came out, I was with 1 old bestie at the time. Like, someone was coming to hurt me. There was a thing where you shoot toward the center of hte circle from the last dream. We walked some, and I had to keep looking for danger.
Dream
I was in a big thing where it's like a circle and toward the middle you see like an animal. I came outta 1 and was asking what the panda bear was for. We just passed something neat, like maybe regular bigger bears. I think there were babies of these bears.
Recurring Problem
I keep thinking people are scared I said "oh no" when my dad came home cuz I wanted to see him and not to homework. Something to talk about or do.
Potential
I had the chance to go through life unpunished. I DO know I am not supposed to really be bad and I DO know caps are okay. I AM NOT bad. I just make mistakes like everyone! I thought my life was an experiment and I never saw the people and things I was promised. I slipped in school for reasons beyond my control. I am beaten for taking care of my health. Worry @ school, sometimes need to relax and get away from the noises and people who will never be nice to me. YIKES!
I was looking @ the pictures of Miami Beach or Miami. It reminds me of birth.
I was looking @ the pictures of Miami Beach or Miami. It reminds me of birth.
Sunday, February 2, 2014
Watching.
On the NFL page there are Tweets @ the game. There are a lotta semi-mature attractive yet nerdy guys having pretty European-looking babies. It feels like hte 1980s again, so I am happy for that. I want to be there for them. So, I am not having kids. I'm not ready. I don't want other kids jealous. I am an attractive artistic romantic figure. When I am 40, I may still be young and sire a new generation of humans. That's far away. I think someone wants to marry me and wants kids.. but I decided to naturally plan a boy then a girl maybe a year younger, you know right after.
No Friends
I will not stand people not talking to me because of Tim Burton like oh I know what you're gonna say so I hate you. WTF does that mean?
Why even do that to me? I will find friends someday.
Why even do that to me? I will find friends someday.
Forgotten or Left Behind
Why does Ellen just believe in adults? She did that and thinks good kids should be forgotten and possibly hurt.
Bleh Bleh Bleh ~ Bleh Bleh
Why does Ellen keep telling me stuff if something happens to me?! I don't want to even think @ it. I can do "what" she believes the South has done alone. I am from there. What, so you can do it, too? Maybe, people from the South should not do it. How will you get along with people from Europe if you are mean to everyone who is better than you?
Doo .. U re mem ber me
Remember when we used to live to make life nice and do things at our pace and know success lies ahead?
Staying European
Don't let black people make you less European to people in Europe, don't die for people born in 1960!
Feeling-less
People think that things in life are important, and it's true you think you have no feelings.
All the Time?
Several things bothered me. Exactly how fun is it to say ooh Christina someone thought of something you didn't think of anything like it, you just used their basic good idea. Ev ery time!
No Chances
I'm me. I can't listen to anyone else. You'll just say to do something stupid 1 day, I know for sure.
Like, you said something and I stopped thinking.
Like, you said something and I stopped thinking.
Baiting
She's just saying only grandparents age is important to subdue naughty fans and impress our strict parents when like me I didn't do anything wrong.
Taking Sides
What do you think of how Ellen thinks she's innocent, smiles defiantly like we're shit .. and thinks that grandparents are the only thing that are worth it and not young people? That's like killing a baby. "Bye bye to my grandson?"
Stuck-Ups From New Orleans
People with New Orleanian heritage think they are the only perfect 1s. Like, they were more modern before us supposedly and anything we do they don't like.
Weird
Everyone said I was talented at everything, especially arts, until Tim Burton made a statement. I never wanted to ruin him.
Firefighters!
The people here want me to like stop thinking how I do.. like you know what I do that's none of their business, I think my life in private in a way.
Anyone Know?
Anyone know what's going on? I hear tantrum-like poundings.. not sure it was the laundry machines. Like a aluminum pan.
Nitey
Was crocheting.
Going to bed soon.
Can talk tomorrow or Monday.. unless I'm just too into the cleaning.
Going to bed soon.
Can talk tomorrow or Monday.. unless I'm just too into the cleaning.
Pros
How pro would you say are the people Richard Carpenter has worked with after Karen passed away?
Pretend Ghosts
The garage door to my memory has never creeked. The washing and drying was on. When I did something with a graveyard online something metal in my room, which my dad and I just painted, fell. It's still very messy, but I cleaned lots of it. My dad just took out the ladder today.
Saturday, February 1, 2014
May Be
Ellen probably is more adept to Florida in ways than us, but we still should be who we are, too.
My Opine
These Baby Boomers follow crap from their parental generations the way Chloe does them, just to sinfully get stimulated. I do that, too, get sinfully stimulated, but not this kind of sin!
Problem
It seems that if her fans are happy, Ellen is happy. I'm not watching cuz I'm cleaning my room and don't have the TV even set up in here.. I don't believe I should necessarily watch in the living room.
Also, these noises in my room are racistly glossing over my saying that they were annoying before..
Well, I mean, yea, Ellen, but I gotta do mah room! It's fun when you know she's read you online. I haven't found others who seek her out, like leave a trail to an attractive blog like me. I know some people she would like. I'm not baiting myself, just saying it's available and you don't even have to do anything with anyone!
In saying something like that, I might not be perfectly a worshipper, but you'd see through the problems for some reason. I'm always obsessed over things like Tim Burton talking too much to his "girlfriend" and I guess sometimes his kids.. :/ Oops, I meant random strangers who are just lucky- and not me. I see the kids putting out their hands in L.A. I think. What I meant by his gf I didn't really mean it but realized that's what he did. She really is critical of him.. I think his gf like Richard Carpenter mocks fans.. my dad just came in and seemed upset that I posted or attempted to talk to Richard via his facebook fan group. Well "page."
Also, in my groups I think Ellen was messing around again. They both made me utter something fast as a comeback. I am upset about this. Ellen acts like I hurt her feelings if I say something @ it.
With his gf it even is more for Tim Burton fans than her own that she gets mad. If she is more critical of him than monitoring herself, I wonder how desperate this 3rd person I labeled that is. About Richard, he knows he has that in him. He said on his website too he is not looking for a professional partner, contrary to "what we read." I didn't read it, but that's a nice thing to say- I mean I found it the same. I don't think Richard is mean, but I don't wanna be asked why I like someone, like in grade school the kids leaving me with no friends and me feeling uncomfortable and like I'm not in the scene. I'm not being mad @ Richard, just talking for fun and don't even mean things in bad ways, just like for with the gf for instance how they are. I feel if I say something, they also do something different. It's a feeling you might get, and they might read you up.
What's this acting coy by the experimenters and maybe something for Ellen to laugh at me .. supposedly saying I can't have Ellen cuz she's better than me and then saying that means I'm also second in normal people, that I'm not quite as gregarious.. meaning I will never make it up the ladder? That's not something to laugh at, but it's funny for other people. I found it was said in a rude way, yea, but all the same seems a good message. I feel I am more pleasant. These people are a bit mean and I mean I don't want to be a part of them. They hurt me, anyway. I think it was better I never met them.
Also, these noises in my room are racistly glossing over my saying that they were annoying before..
Well, I mean, yea, Ellen, but I gotta do mah room! It's fun when you know she's read you online. I haven't found others who seek her out, like leave a trail to an attractive blog like me. I know some people she would like. I'm not baiting myself, just saying it's available and you don't even have to do anything with anyone!
In saying something like that, I might not be perfectly a worshipper, but you'd see through the problems for some reason. I'm always obsessed over things like Tim Burton talking too much to his "girlfriend" and I guess sometimes his kids.. :/ Oops, I meant random strangers who are just lucky- and not me. I see the kids putting out their hands in L.A. I think. What I meant by his gf I didn't really mean it but realized that's what he did. She really is critical of him.. I think his gf like Richard Carpenter mocks fans.. my dad just came in and seemed upset that I posted or attempted to talk to Richard via his facebook fan group. Well "page."
Also, in my groups I think Ellen was messing around again. They both made me utter something fast as a comeback. I am upset about this. Ellen acts like I hurt her feelings if I say something @ it.
With his gf it even is more for Tim Burton fans than her own that she gets mad. If she is more critical of him than monitoring herself, I wonder how desperate this 3rd person I labeled that is. About Richard, he knows he has that in him. He said on his website too he is not looking for a professional partner, contrary to "what we read." I didn't read it, but that's a nice thing to say- I mean I found it the same. I don't think Richard is mean, but I don't wanna be asked why I like someone, like in grade school the kids leaving me with no friends and me feeling uncomfortable and like I'm not in the scene. I'm not being mad @ Richard, just talking for fun and don't even mean things in bad ways, just like for with the gf for instance how they are. I feel if I say something, they also do something different. It's a feeling you might get, and they might read you up.
What's this acting coy by the experimenters and maybe something for Ellen to laugh at me .. supposedly saying I can't have Ellen cuz she's better than me and then saying that means I'm also second in normal people, that I'm not quite as gregarious.. meaning I will never make it up the ladder? That's not something to laugh at, but it's funny for other people. I found it was said in a rude way, yea, but all the same seems a good message. I feel I am more pleasant. These people are a bit mean and I mean I don't want to be a part of them. They hurt me, anyway. I think it was better I never met them.
New Videos
February 1, 2014
1 - 3.5/5 - Rainy Days and Mondays
2 - 7.5/10 - Rainy Days and Mondays
3 - 2/10 - Far From the Home I Love
3 - 4/5 - All Who Hunger
1 - 3.5/5 - Rainy Days and Mondays
2 - 7.5/10 - Rainy Days and Mondays
3 - 2/10 - Far From the Home I Love
3 - 4/5 - All Who Hunger
Don't Like It
I don't like Tim Burton ruining life, saying we're all in trouble. Let's take away what's his and see what he feels like. He he he? Don't listen to people like my old friend. I didn't say anything "bad."
Cleaning
Have books and videos to sort, ladder needs to be taken care of. Move @ more furniture, get rid of some I hope. Store some things in a box for now.
You got that joke?
No offense, really, please don't read into things like that friend, it isn't right, I'm just trying to communicate via typing..
I mean joking @ @ Ellen..
I mean joking @ @ Ellen..
"Take it down!"
I find my old friends a bit possessive of the attention they got because I ^did something^. Like, they just think yea I deserve that in a different way than they'd be like if the world did not resolve around Johnny Depp. They aren't like me. I get more attention, but I really deep-seatedly said I didn't want it. Now, people like it, it's something they can hold onto against Depp and Burton.
All I otherwise say is if Ellen thinks I can't be famous then her show is a slave for us.
All I otherwise say is if Ellen thinks I can't be famous then her show is a slave for us.
Singing versus Acting
Well, acting in movies is more like being a fashion model. Acting means acting in a theater. Singing is better than theater acting, but movie acting is the best. There are good theater actors who are movie actors, like in I think Diary of a Wimpy Dog or whatever. There was a lady. I think her dad was a successful boxer.
That's how you make it, you go to Hollywood where they do film.
That's how you make it, you go to Hollywood where they do film.
Thought Associations
Stuck in my head! Get out there child stars who are already in high school! Make the world a better place than you hiding waiting to trap me.. or you're just a complainer like I was told I was as a teenager. Maybe we need to complain because it seems hard to succeed and have everyone know you. We should all get in so many movies at the same time!! What do you got to lose? No one might recognize you?? Dunno. Safe in a different way, too. Get out online, discover [things like] Blogger and IMDb. Find out more, online.
Juicy Gossip
Lovely Bella.
Anyway I said simply for Chloe not to go sideways and assume something that isn't about Southerners without Southern parents. Now, Bella says Chloe is the 1 over me just temporarily. How do you rank people? Not nice.
Anyway I said simply for Chloe not to go sideways and assume something that isn't about Southerners without Southern parents. Now, Bella says Chloe is the 1 over me just temporarily. How do you rank people? Not nice.
Outlandish and Clingy
You know how outlandish Baby Boomers are about getting attention.. and subduing anyone younger ultimately?
Well, people think life is some big grand effect and that only really good people can provide this. They go off and expect others to do shit for this and in the end they are the baby to the early Boomers, like 1950?
Well, people think life is some big grand effect and that only really good people can provide this. They go off and expect others to do shit for this and in the end they are the baby to the early Boomers, like 1950?
Stuck
Explore Talent is not good enough. I need to get better and apply to an agency. 1st must clear room.
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